As I breathe in deep I say,
I won't make it another day.
I know it hurts but you must see,
there is no room in life for me.
I wipe a tear pick up the knife,
I've worn this bandage my whole life.
One more scar that will not heal,
It's not all that big of a deal.
I am a dreamer this you know,
I am the angel in the snow.
But like the snow, my heart will melt,
and i'll never know how you felt.
did you ever really care,
i couldn't tell cause' you weren't there.
when i needed someone here,
you sat at home and had a beer.
that's the truth though isn't it,
you're just a f****n' hypocrite.
I tried and tried to make you see,
the way that you turned out to be.
but now i sit up in my bed,
thinking of all the things you said.
and now i know you're just a fake,
you never knew what was at stake.
the anger courses through my veins,
and i can't even feel the pain.
so now i sit here with slit wrists,
I'm tired of your bullshit.