The dreams don't stop

I loved this guy and I dream about him. Every dream puts me right back where I was. I can mever move on.

I am trying to move on from you.

The dreams are repetitive. They don't stop.

I sleep to get away from missing you.

When I end up dreaming about you, it puts me right back where I was.

Back at square one. And you aren't at the finish line.

You make me want to do better. Be a better person. Just give one hundred percent.

It makes me so angry waking up so happy.

Just being let down again because my dreams aren't real.

It's a constant up and down of emotions.

Who knows when it's going to stop.

Not seeing you anymore makes me feel all alone.

So alone that I can be in a room full of people and just feel like it's only me.

I wish that you would just aknowledge that I am even alive.

I know you have better things to do but It's only so much time

before I destruct.

Author's Note

Feel free to tell me about my writing....