20 years too late

20 years too late

A Poem by Matthew L. Arcelay

20 years gone by
a thousand tears cried
my hearts dried
grown cold inside

at least it has to you!

20 years too late!!

how dare you!!!

how
dare
YOU !!!
try to find a hole into my soul .......

how dare you THINK you know

Me ......

how can you think this man before you is the child you slew so long ago ....

how can you believe this heart inside my chest is the same as the child's heart you staked so long ago

you cast me .....

into the shadows .....

let me witness life's hollow

showed me you were shallow

I've walked through fire and come undone ....

I've even held a gun

held it up unto God's temple ..... trembling
but i couldn't pull the trigger

go figure

so smoke and singed i forced myself to stand tall

dragging myself across the jagged road

a second chance to dance past death

i found it
my life
my love
my heart
renewed

and i owe it to cruel fate's past
the child you cast has become a man

thank you .......

MOM


© 2008 Matthew L. Arcelay


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Bravo! I was so drawn in by your poem, really you are an amazing poet! The way you capatilized certain words brought your point across so clearly, I could hear your pain, your anger. I am so taken away with your poem, thank you for sharing it...

you cast me .....

into the shadows .....

let me witness life's hollow

showed me you were shallow

This stanza really popped out at me, a wonderful read!

Posted 17 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.




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Bravo! I was so drawn in by your poem, really you are an amazing poet! The way you capatilized certain words brought your point across so clearly, I could hear your pain, your anger. I am so taken away with your poem, thank you for sharing it...

you cast me .....

into the shadows .....

let me witness life's hollow

showed me you were shallow

This stanza really popped out at me, a wonderful read!

Posted 17 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Matthew L. Arcelay
Matthew L. Arcelay

Brooklyn, NY



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hello my name is Matthew L. Arcelay ... i'm a poet mostly and i write under a few names mostly as write from the spirit, but i also use others ..... guess i feel with each it gives me a different pe.. more..