Night's conversation

I feel like my mind controls me , but I carry my heart like it's my baby, giving it everything it wants , but my mind is going crazy .

 Saying you only live once ,so why you gotta care . I stop and shut the door of thoughts ... but someone's always there . 

Telling me you're wrong for how you love . You're wrong for how you dream But when I close my eyes how come I always feel a stare ? 

You may not understand but If you were me you would be scared . Like two people fighting and your emotions just Sitting in the air . 

God doesn't exist sometimes cause my beliefs disappear , I wish I could stop thinking about people who were never there .

 Damn, that's crazy but I meant that mentally and physically, everybody that I been with either  played me or used me . So how can I see clear? 

nobody can see anything in  me . 

Reviews

[AaronFreitas]

Awesome words my friend! I really like the way you explain how basically you feed your heart what it needs yet it drives your mind crazy... can definitely relate to that! Sometimes it is hard when you've been played or used... it makes it hard for someone to connect. Makes it very hard to trust and believe the bullshit because you are so used to those loving words being disguised in lies. A very deep write... I can feel the hurt, the confusion and yet still the desire to be loved and to find a true love to blow away those painful memories :) Great write :)

[silent poet]

Thank you so very much Aaron:) you always read deep into the understanding of exactly how I feel. You're appreciated:)

[Coyote Poetry]

I love your poetry. Feel like a sweet whisper in the night of a warm embrace. The poem words honest and true. I had to read again. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[ANM]

Written with great feeling we are all something more than we will ever know..

[BLitZeD]

::(( but still u get 100 ;)

[silent poet]

aww thanks blitzed..

[wordman]

i like your poem,like how you displayed it..and aaron is right on with the meaning of it
and the feelings you experience

[silent poet]

Thank you wordman! :)

[wordman]

you`re welcome