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Saturday April 21, 2012

I don’t remember.

I was in the water.

It was liquid around me and breathe held deep with inside my lungs.

My friends and I were swimming and then we were on the way to the hospital.

Rushing me in trying to explain to the nurses what had happened I tried to take in what had happened, but it was all to much, and I felt it all coming back again..

My body rushing and the room spinning.

I couldn’t grasp reality anymore, and then, I knew I couldn’t go there again.

I was worried about my friends

They had seen to much for one day

I had missed to much and my body was giving in but I was to fight it until I couldn’t anymore.

When my mom got there and we finally got a room I finally learned what had happened to me that day.

My memory had failed and I was so close to drowning…

I am afraid of water, the place that had at one point been one of my homes beyond a physical house.

I want to try again, to face my fears, but what if I am not as lucky this time?

What if I do not make it out this time?

I just can NOT do it this…