Maybe Someday

I dont deserve to call you my friend,
I have left you in the cold to many times in the end,
I always try to make up for what ive done,
But still i push you away,
Still i back away.
You have tried your best to keep me in plain sight,
But i turn my back in the dark and hide,
I dont mean to do these things to you,
I just dont want you to reject me,
Hate me.
Now i am by myself and all alone,
Tryin to regain what i had,
Trying to carry my load,
But all i have i done was keep you in the dark,
You never knowing when i would let us start.
Now here i am telling you im ready to begin again,
Still with the fear that you will hate me in the end,
I just hope that you still want to be my friend,
Maybe someday we can progress,
Maybe someday we can....

Author's Note

Just be Honest