The world in my face

Im tired,
I feel so sick,
From the way i feel,
From the pain i feel.
I can no longer see straight,
Its getting hard to heal,
From the constant blows,
From feeling so low.
Nothing seems to go right,
I cant catch a break,
From the worrying,
From the hurting.
Sometimes i wish i wasnt here,
To be somewhere else,
From all of this,
From this abyss.
Its not like my life is going in circles,
It just stands still.
Pointing,
Laughing.