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   When I heard your newborn cry I felt a sigh of relief run down my tearfull face. I never been so happy in my life. I knew that you were going to be the light of my life from this day forward. That I was going to be the best mom that i could for you.The first thing I asked them was is he okay and when they aswered with a yes I started to cry more.

     When I brought you home I could not rest. For that would mean taking my eyes off your beutiful ,glowing,pale face. You slept all the time the first month only waking a couple minutes off an on. I wanted you to stay awake so badly to see them bright,big,blue eyes. I told everyone how perfect your eyes were and everyone waited in aticipation too see them open up to this big new world.

     Christmas came and i hardly got to hold you that day. Everyone took you and daudled over your sweet baby face.It made me feel a uselessness like somthing i was missing.I was glad though so many people that loved you would be in your life.I was glad to get you home and hold my baby boy though.