Darling, I'm so sorry

to him

Did I place you at the top of your downward spiral?

Did I abandon you with no where left to go?

Maybe without me you lost yourself

But that can’t be healthy.

 

However, how can I be healthy without you giving me air?

I’m suffocating without your lips, darling,

Please let me hold you up, for even a moment,

So we can both stop drowning.

 

I love you; I’ve loved you since we met.

5 long years of heartbreak

To only produce many more years of hell.

Because without you I’m dying.

 

Yet this is so metaphorical, because dying would be so much better.