Watch Me Burn

I never wanted to love you,
But my love for you is deep.
I knew it would end badly,
But Jesse for you I took that leap.

Poop at first,
We started out so strong.
Then s**t got complicated,
Then everything turned so wrong.

I wanted to marry you,
I never meant our love to turn to hate.
You always told me everything happens for a reason,
I guess it was fate.

I wish I could go back,
And rearrange the stars.
I never wanted this life to be mine,
I wanted it to be ours.

I fucked up,
I admit it.
But you got to take some blame,
Just a little bit.

Your still all I dream about,
Sometimes I dont wanna wake up.
People ask me why I drink,
Baby thats why vodkas in my cup.

But I got to get it together,
Live my life for me.
But every time I try,
Your face is all see.

I get stronger,
With every passing day.
It just hurts ya know?
Knowing our love is fading away.

But I guess thats life,
Ya live and ya learn.
But it just hurts to know,
You love to watch me burn.