I am imprisoned today

Today I awoke to the smell of rotting flesh in my nose.

Today, images of a rotting human, conceived from a life of pain, despair and agony, are filling my head.

Today I feel the powerful fall.

Today I care for the rotted human, the weak human that holds me in a powerful nightmare.

Today I pay the karmic price with my soul to the god, compassion.

Today I am chained and shackled, there is no control.

There is sadness today.

There is  fear today,

there is regret today.

There is only this moment, in this time.

I am imprisoned today.