your choice my decisions

 it scares me 

that you would trust me

to put yourself out there

and in my hands

it's a dangerous thing to do

don't you see? 

it's better if you just 

stay far away 

 

i don't deserve you

you care too much

all i'm going to do is hurt you

so many times before

this has happened

and i feel it coming again

the swell

soon my love 

i will say those words

and you'll say yours

and i'll be set free 

with the beacon of your light

brining me back home 

don't you see? 

i'm just going to do what i did before

just leave without a reason

to return to your open arms

 

or will it be different

will i finally learn to love

and not wander from you

not see what i could have

but see what i already do