blur

Written in my youth when I suffered Anorexia... I still find myself reading these words often.

thoughts are blurred
as I try to express
(anything)
how can I explain
(everything)?

there's a pain
internally
(loneliness)?
yet I smile
and it hurts.

one thought, not mine
another soul
merged
yet larger than i
its piercing voice screamshauntingly
so the guilt never subsides

for only wanting
(happiness)
and a life not fixed in (this) skin
so the tears still sting
while urgency Floods
againagainaloss

a victim of food
or is it... ?

Reviews

[Kelsey]

You did such a good job of expressing such intense feelings.