Struggling

life just turned

upside down,

and im stuck

sitting on fire

with my hands

tied behind

my back.

Struggling to

live.

Struggling to

understand.

Struggling

just to be.

My tears

aren't

for me

not for you

but for

what our

friendship lost.

What should i say?

What should i do?

I just can't walk away

and hope

that i'll find someone

like you.

No one

understands

my complacated

personality

they way you do.

I feel as though

i just dropped into a

lifeless pit-

surrounded by

regret.

life just turned

upside down,

and im stuck

sitting on fire

with my hands

tied behind

my back.

Struggling to

live.

Struggling to

understand.

Struggling

just to be.