Clawing At My Reality

I would just walk away with

what i have

but i can't.

i have to understand why

i must always

be perfect for you.

i changed

for you.

i stopped

all the

wrong.

Yet,

you leave

again.

i stopped

seeing those

people.

its seems

just to get by

i must

claw at my reality

that i formed around

all my pain.

this reality

is starting to melt

and

break before

i'm able to hold on

to it.

i'm falling down

down

into a deep

deep

unrelenting

depression.