I Can't look at Myself

after all this time

i never thought

that if i got you like that,

i would feel bad about it.

 

i just cant look at myself.

who i am.

who i was.

is so far apart.

 

when you talk to me

its different

i know why

but i wish is wasnt true

 

i just cant look at myself.

who i am.

who i was.

is so far apart.

 

i see deep in your eyes

the truth

of the sin

we did

is ready to spill.

 

i see deep in your eyes

your hate

for me

is great.

 

i see deep in your eyes

who i will

never

be.

 

i just cant look at myself.

who i am.

who i was.

is so far apart.