Happiness Is Not You

when all of those dreams are burnt in my hell

And  every tear  tries to dim all of that.

My soul smiled while its breaking, but all what i thought about is you.

when you are there in heaven smiling .

 

As i know that i was lost in the sensation of lust and trust 

I tried to forget all of that and continue my journey 

Each day when the sun raise, my eyes tear a little,

and ever y night when the moon beams i cry a lot.

 

One day i thought about the happy part in my life

But nothing was there in my mind, just an image of two,

one of them was her and the other one was you.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and weep .

 

Crying for solitude i was and asking for mercy 

Calling for love and tearing for happiness ,

As days pass by and sand will embrace my cold body

I will know that one day, that happiness was just in me .

Happiness was never you..... Its just ME 

Author's Note

just a thought.. hope you like (1;06 pM)