that day

i remember that day.

the day she texted me a paragraph,

saying what she hates about me. 

i replied good to know. 

she said stfu. 

i cried for hours. 

i trusted her. 

i told her my insecurities.

she ruined my life.

i remember that day.

the day in drama,

where she played with my hair.

i ignored her.

they all giggled.

i cried for hours.

i admired her.

i stood next to her.

she ruined my life.

i remember that day.

the day she texted me,

saying im a tramp and a p***y eater.

i didnt reply.

she sent a laughing emoji.

i cried for hours.

i missed her.

i asked for her number.

she ruined my life.

i remember that day.

the day in the gym when they all came over to me,

and called me a gay c**t.

i laughed with them.

they thought it was funny.

i cried for hours.

i missed her.

i told her my secrets.

she ruined my life.