i hate myself

isn't really a poem but oh well

i hate myself.

i hate myself for leaving people on read. 

i hate myself for talking about people. 

i hate myself for lying. 

i hate myself for taking things personally.

i hate myself for ruining moments.

i hate myself for making people cry.

i hate myself for being too honest.

i hate myself for not listening.

i hate myself for being annoying.

i hate myself for being sensitive.

i hate myself for being moody.

i hate myself for overreacting.

i hate myself for keeping secrets.

i hate myself for not being there for my friends.

i hate myself for being lazy.

i hate myself for making people worry.

i hate my body.

i hate my hair.

i hate my face.

i hate my eyes.

i hate my mouth.

i hate my sleeping pattern.

i hate my nose.

i hate my self-harm.

i hate my spots.

i hate my skin.

i hate my voice.

i hate my eating problems

i hate my scars.

i hate my personality.

i hate the thoughts in my head.

i hate the fact i can only say my feelings through writing.

i hate myself.

Reviews

[JD Major]

Sadly well-written, SP.
Pretty sure everybody self-hates at times.
Maybe it's times we don't that keep us going.
JD :)

[fern]

Yea well I can't remember the last time i thought something good about myself :)

[JD Major]

...you're Good writer, that's a start.

[fern]

Oh what I'd give to believe that

[JD Major]

...give yourself permission :)

[fern]

If only it was that easy

[JD Major]

It is easy.
Believing it, not so easy, but worth trying,
keep writing :)

[fern]

Yea ok :)

[JD Major]

:) 👍 .................