Joking

everyone is laughing,

they are all joking,

But why does it hurt so bad,

why does it make me so mad,

will there ever be someone that shows they care,

I just want someone here.

Just keep making your comments saying your opinion,

I do not care to listen,

Or waste my time on you,

Even though it hurts hearing the things you say you want to do,

But i will just pretend not to hear,

That way it doesn't add to my fears.