I Lost

I lost a lot in the past year,

I'll give you that one here,

I lost Taylor and will never have her again,

It was my fault i guess because i sin.

I lost my dog over a year ago,

But it still hurts i can't hold her close,

She was everything to me,

I lost her before Taylor so i was completely alone you see.

I lost Stephanie the girl who got me out of my shell,

She to not always dwell and told me when i did well,

She had me join soccer when I was in 6th grade,

Now i have to visit her at a crash site and a grave.

The girl who is now my best friend,

She moved away and left,

I can barely see her now, maybe one a month,

It feels like I lost her, and it hurts more than enough.

I chased a boy for 2 years and he asked me out,

I was finally happy and I lost all my doubt,

Then the truth was released he used me,

I lost him, now i am drowning in a sea.