So Very Soon

I am dying on the inside

but it is so easy to hide

why oh why

do I never speak

about what shouldn't she leave my mouth in a leak

I need to just forgive and forget

and all that type of s**t

but what if i can't do it

so here is where i sit

so still 

so very still

with all hope lost

and it will never be worth the cost

loosing everyone

just to finally be done

or is it?

I know maybe she is just talking s**t

no way is she legit 

but that empty sit is where I used to just sit

sit so still

so very still.