How, Because Of Love

How could you use me like that,

when you said you would never do that.

You said you liked me, thought i was cute,

but now i'm absolutely nothing to you.

You promised it wasn't a game,

and hurt me without anything to gain.

Was it just because you were desperate,

or because you just didn't give a s**t?

Worst part is I still love you,

even after all the hell you put me through.

Even though you don't give a damn,

I am still here doing all I can.

Why did you let me get so close to you,

If you already had it planned to end and not be true.

You knew I would get hurt,

Or did you plan for me to fall on my face into your painful words.

You said you gave me a chance,

but really it was just a spell that put me in a trance.

I still come around because I care,

I even stand up to you now because how you dare.

What happened to the guy who saved my life,

I wish you would have taught twice.

I wish you would have let me die,

Because everything keeps telling me to give up and not try.

It wouldn't matter anyway would it,

You still wouldn't give a s**t.

It is simple enough,

The drug induced you makes me cut.

The sober you,

Has me still holding on because of love.