I Do Not Care That You Used Me

I am alone

Nothing is alright.

I can't sleep

With the memories my heart plays on repeat.

I hate how weak I am

From knowing the feeling of your love

Through the embrace holding your hand.

I am not okay

Just stop me now before it is too late.

What if it already is

What if I finally just do it?

Parents scream stabs at my heart

I refuse to cry infront of them

But once they are gone I fall apart.

I have nothing

It is horrifying.

I cannot get this word off my mind

I cannot get anything to stay mine.

I am giving up

For when I keep trying it is never enough.

I have lost so much

I could never be good enough.

I do not care that you used me

Just... hold me....

I gave you everything

To be this empty shell of nothing.

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I can relate with the refusing to fall apart in front of your parents then allowing yourself once they leave...I'm sorry you feel this way Taya....Vicky is here