Always Alone

im not perfect today

i wasnt close yesterday

nor will i be tomorrow

im drowning in my sorrow

im lost in this maze

my vision is blurring from the haze

i hear everything again and again

i see it replay in my head

i am what you said

my soul is now dead

let me be alone

im not okay i whispher to my silent phone

can i make it or survive 

can i ever just feel alive?

i am alone

always alone

in my mind and at home