you scare me most

the fact is

you scare me most

the truth is

im terrifed when your around

the problem is

i couldnt find the word no

i didnt have the power to push you off

i feel like im falling off a cliff

but never touching ground

why me why me

i didnt deserve this

you say i consented

but i really didnt

i was scared

to say no

to you

i fear you

i feel stupid

i feel like i lost half of me

i wonder do kids know at school

i must just be paranoid

but im really sure

they can see

that i need to cry

i know they see im hurting inside

because of what you did

why did you do it

is all i need to ask why me

why me

why not someone else

i just need to cry

Author's Note

sorry im so upset that this poem just didnt come out right i need to let go because it wasnt my fault even know i feel it is all my fault. enjoy

Reviews

[sivan]

definately love this poem especially because someone i know was recently subjected to this

[Coyote Poetry]

A lot of emotion and sadness in the poem. Sometime hard to escape and be un-scarred. I like the question raised by the poem and the strong ending. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[Priscilla Sayers]

Never could I enjoy the pain you expressed, through pursed lips and teary eyes. I know and can relate. To a degree. You conveyed your emotions well. Keep writing and unloading. It always makes me feel better. Maybe it can do the same for you.
xo