who am i to you?

yes, that is the question;

a filler, a second fiddle, a toy?

i was always left in a limbo,

do i really deserve the perpetuation of such behavior?

 

enough of your lies and alibis, my b*****d dear

i no longer put up with your games.

fed up with your blase attitude;

nonchalant, calloused heart.

 

all i did was to love you;

with my whole heart and soul

and i was taken for granted;

it was never reciprocated.

 

my heart is crushed into pieces,

knowing that your mind is with the other;

and long for someone's arms.

what's the animus against me?

 

i was a fool and stupid falling to your trap,

believed the sweet talks, false hopes and broken promises

now i'm stuck in a deep well drowning

and can never get out.

 

one day, i know will come

for you to realize what i rendered was honest and genuine;

from the heart indeed it was

then you will envision who i am to you.

29nov2014