Walls

This poem just kinda popped into my head.

Outside, walls are thick.
Inside, hope shaters.
Crashing violently, can't you hear it?

You reach for me.
Grab hold your grip steady.
Look again,
you didn't touch me.

I'm still inside.
Hope still shatering,
I'm still bleeding.
Your just watching.
You don't see my wounds.
The scars that cover me.

Outside, walls still strong.
Inside, blood every were,
my blood.
Leave, your hurting me.
Why don't you see inside?
I'm tangeled in my thoughts.
They don't help, only eat at me.
Sanity, I laugh at it.

Have I lost it?

Reaching out I can't do it.
So I need you to reach in,
so I can stop screaming.