give in and smile

stream of conscious ramblings... raped.

Satirized attempt of release. I give in.  I fall. . .
Still uncertain of radical advances in spirit: society’s breached birth of the familiar
Bound and gagged, clung electrical beauty transpired in beads of the dis-pristine

I unravel.  I create. Torn from all known peace in chaotic slumber; I am preserved.
Raped.  My sonata spent like the lost cries enveloped in simplicity.
And it cries.
It cries for what it doesn’t know or understand
A seizured wall of insecurity left blind to the rest,
and sometimes in fury . . .
Raped. Held. It smiles for now,
Wondering what comes next.

Author's Note

//you got me.. it just came out and posted itself.

Reviews

[FateDictates]

Just enjoying the different sensations and emotions enjoying the ride??

[the dude]

yeah, actually - I am very much enjoying the 'ride'; however, whoever is responsible for the cache management of this site should be shot... really? Load the damn page!

[Darkgirl]

I read this three times and i cant seem to read it in a normal tone. I'm yelling it in my head. That is not something that happens to me frequently. BRAVO!

[the dude]

That is EXACTLY what I wanted to express!! All night, so many words, so much feeling - you just gave it all meaning. I thank you.

[Darkgirl]

You are most welcome.

[the dude]

oh, detracted, exalted train on unconscious tracks!
how can one so unwielding, so unyielding, so f*****g unrevealing
dare blemish purity of the sacred?
unattainable ideal that the actualized only dream of explaining!
how dare you!