maybe I'm losing it

For the book my inmaginary friend

Maybe I'm losing it. so what if i've gone insane? Without your love I its all the same. So what if i i've lost it was it even mine to be lost? 

The last thing you said to me was was goodbye if I had known it would be that last we spoke I would have held you in m. arms and wouldnt let go. I know what you would say if you were here to see today. You would look me in the eyes and tell me that's all part of a plain. I just want you to hold my hand once again. 

You lived your life with no regets. My life has many. You got me wishing for you to come back you got me forgetting that you no longer live there. But you won't let me forget the pain its like a never ending sadness that you cant shake off. 

  now that's it all said and done I always see you in my dreams, I felt your arms around me when we buried you in the ground