light at the end of the tunnle chapter 3

I wake up to someone holding my hand. Hey sweety she says I yank my hand away. Get out I say  I don't know who you are get out I scream. you don't remember her jane? My dad asks

I look at her her eyes where deep with fear. mom? She smiles jane I'm so glad you remember me then I see a girl about my age and a another woman my mom stands by them this is my wife and daughter my mom says GET OUT I yell in pain. 

Later that day 

J-jane? Says gabe but even he has acted like he had not known me. I look at him I see pity in his eyes its the only look I ever get. That's the last thing I remember until it all went black 

I felt at peace but once in a moment I will feel someone holding my hand and I will hear what the say. But its like me (ie my personity/soul) is traped in my own body. And I can see you. I'm just not awake

Jane? I don know if you are listening or if you even care. But please come back I know you think the wight of the world is on your shroulders but no one said you have to carry it alone. I'm sorry I couldnt save you from yourself. Just please wake up and I will do my best to be like you jake said she is going to die if we don't get her a new heart. The doctor said to my dad her heart has bed beating over time and now its weak and it will just stop beating all together the doctor says I hear my mom cry. Next thing I know I'm on the operating table and my cheast is cut open. We are losing her they said. I feel at peace a sence of calm but then there is a uneasy feeling. I hear a beeeeeeeep and everything is going dim I hear what are you doing eliza?  Fight and don't listen to the lies the devil tells you! And with that I feel a push to fight the fading. 

 With everything I have in me I scream I WILL NOT DIE TO NIGHT! And the place that was once dark and empty lit up to show there was many people here with me.

Will you look at that the older doctor said I told you she was a fighter he said you died miss jane I'm glade you didn't give in to death just like that he says the doctor walks to the room of people she died at 11:23 am but at 11:24 am their was a small heartbeat he said my dad was crying in joy whether she lives or dies is up to her and the all mighty she is very weak and might not make it. I told you you'd make it jake said