chapter 20 hold on love

A week later jane's brother came back and jane was less busy but still busy, she told me anything and everything I needed to know and she went on with her life until the last day she was in town, it started at a bar

Its 8:00 pm

I called jane

Jane the baby won't stop crying help i say hello this is jane, I'm not here right now leave a message

Then I called evean 

Even where's jane I ask i saw here at the bar (jane drinking? Jane has never been the one of drinking) ok thanks bye I rush over to my mothers home and drop off eilza 

A get to the bar and see no jane

I go to here home *knock knock knock *ITS OPEN I hear her yell I look in rooms and rooms but I cant find her then I hear her playing you just let someone in? I ask she doesn't look up she just keeps playing did you need something she asks n-no I say she just keeps playing 

Jane are you ok I ask she just smiles I am going a way for four years, 

I look at her in shock WHAT? I yell she just starts singing

There's fear in your eyes as you face the unknown
You keep asking why for a reason to hold on
But hold on, love

The life that you planned, the dreams are all gone
You don't understand why you should hold on
But hold on, love

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

I'm strong enough, I'll be your hope
I made a way, I just need you to hold on
Hold on, love

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

No matter what you face now
As you're drowning in a sea of doubt
You should know I won't let you go

No matter what you're goin' through
Just remember I have been there too
You should know I won't let you go

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

Hold on, hold on, love

Oh don't hold on love me,  I yell

She just smiles who ever said I was singing that for you? She says

I'm going to be right back she says as she gets up and leaves I year the shower running and she has been in there for a long time I go into her room to find jane in a towel I don't think she knows I'm here she bends over i walk to her jane she turns around and rises a eyebrow can you leave she says I shake my head not until you tell me why your going I say she looks at me and says I don't have to. I grab her wirst and push her to the wall now you do she slaps me HOW DARE YOU she yells and picks me up and walks me to my car

AND DONT COME BACK she yells.

She never called me after that my mom, sister my two brothers her dad, mom , and brother gets calls and she sends gifts time to time, its already four years and three moths she said "i am needed here more then being a babysitter for jakes love child"