chapter 23 keep a smile

Two week later. (Jake's pov)

I'm at the park walking with eilza when we say a concert. I go to see who's playing. Is that jane I ask myself mommy! Eilza says as she runs. 

Hello everyone how are you guys? She says GOOOD! Everyone yelled this song is called keep a smile. She starts playing 

 

 

I give you all I am. All I have I give to you 

I see how it is. Oh no no. 

Easy come easy go isn't that right my dear?  You live your life wishing to change what cant be changed. I live my life letting  go of things out of my control.you fake a smile everyday. And tell yourself things are never to be better. I have a smile on my face everyday to show world that I won the race. This world will never brake but it always try and shake me. 

But when it does just hold me in your arms tell me in ok its alright to cry you have been storng long enough. Let your walls fall to the ground. Let me in now. 

I'm letting go of my fears my pain. And holding to happiness

This life can wonderful , amazing, but crule and unforgiving 

So tell me when I home, how I have changed and you not who I am anymore

Because I throw that me out the door long ago I am not ashamed of my past

Like most are. I am happy that I did that because it lead me to him

And if you ask me I wouldn't change a thing. 

So go ahead and blog about how I am such a witch

But know that I don't care. Because you don't know me like he knows me 

So go flip your hair.this world will never brake me but it will aways try and shake me

I give you all I am. All I have I give to you 

I see how it is. Oh no no. 

Easy come easy go isn't that right my dear?  You live your life wishing to change what cant be changed. I live my life letting  go of things out of my control.you fake a smile everyday. And tell yourself things are never to be better. I have a smile on my face everyday to show world that I won the race. This world will never brake but it always try and shake me. 

But when it does just hold me in your arms tell me in ok its alright to cry you have been storng long enough. Let your walls fall to the ground. Let me in now. 

I'm letting go of my fears my pain. And holding to happiness

This life can wonderful , amazing, but crule and unforgiving 

Send me something to lean on when falling down reaching out shouting out and I don't know what this is all about.

 

Clap your hands if you have something you don't talk about. Now shout it out 

No one can hurt you when he has his arms around you. 

Keep a smile on your face to show the world you won the race

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Everyone screams at that one she picks up eilza. Mommy! Eilza yelled 

Eilza say hello jane said. Hello said eilza. Everyone just went d'awwwwww all at once

If you think she's cute wait until you see her dad. Jane joked.

This song is call greater by mercyme 

Bring your tired
Bring your shame
Bring your guilt
Bring your pain
Don’t you know that’s not you’re name
You will always be much more to me

Every day I wrestle with the voices
That keep telling me I’m not right
But that’s alright

‘Cause I hear a voice and He calls me redeemed
When others say I’ll never be enough
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world
In the world
In the world
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world

Bring your doubts
Bring your fears
Bring your hurt
Bring your tears
There’ll be no condemnation here
You are holy, righteous and redeemed

Every time I fall
There’ll be those who will call me
A mistake
Well that’s ok

There’ll be days I lose the battle
Grace says that it doesn’t matter
‘Cause the cross already won the war
He’s Greater
He’s Greater

I am learning to run freely
Understanding just how He sees me
And it makes me love Him more and more
He’s Greater
He’s Greater

 

When she sang she danced with eilza. They looked so happy

Ok before I sing this next song will jake come here? She asks I walk on to stage and see i told ya he's a cutie jane said with a smile I just turned red she bent down to eilza you want to go with your dad or stay with me? She asks eilza MOMMY eilza yelled putting her hands up. Yeaaaah jane said I went off stage and jane started 

This next one I know one person who will know this song she said 

  

There's fear in your eyes as you face the unknown
You keep asking why for a reason to hold on
But hold on, love

The life that you planned, the dreams are all gone
You don't understand why you should hold on
But hold on, love

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

I'm strong enough, I'll be your hope
I made a way, I just need you to hold on
Hold on, love

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

No matter what you face now
As you're drowning in a sea of doubt
You should know I won't let you go

No matter what you're goin' through
Just remember I have been there too
You should know I won't let you go

I'll be here whatever comes your way
I'll be here, it's a promise I have made
And when you close your eyes
And say your last goodbye
I'll be here

Hold on, hold on, love

 

This next on is called who am I by casting crowns 

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt?
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart?

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling.
And You've told me who I am.
I am Yours, I am Yours.

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again?
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me?

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling.
And You've told me who I am.
I am Yours.

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling.
And You've told me who I am.
I am Yours, I am Yours, I am Yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am Yours, I am Yours.

for this next song you lovers start dancing jane said

Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (bah-dah-dah)
I went to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

You were my toy but I could be the girl you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

 

She is smiling and luaghing she looks very happy.