Untitled (August 18, 2012)

Glimpse into my world.

How

Can I explain

These emotions

To you.

When

I have trouble

In doing so

For myself.

True depth

Which these senses

Affects me.

By

Entrapping me

Behind a wall

Of tears.

Encircled

By an invisible field

Of anxiety.

Producing

Panic attacks

As I near

It's borders.

Where

Sleep becomes

A weapon

Used against

Me.

As

My daytime exist

As a twilight world

Of shadows

Devoid of sunlight

And laughter.

While

Isolation is

The operative norm

Not the exception.

A

Film Noir

Come to live.