Death Wish

November 11 to November 20th, are my darkest days, of the year.

Darkest days

Are here.

Where the light

Is swallowed

Alive.

Hope

A word found

In the dictionary

Only.

And the tears

Flood everywhere.

Passive suicide

Slithers

Ever so gently

To the forth.

As the next 10 days passes

With the heaviest of heart

Remembering those

Who have past.

Guilt and shame ridden

For surviving

Where others haven't.

Just wanting

The pain

To end.