Needing My Own Space

Feel so tired

Of this struggle

To keep wearing

This happy face

To the world.

Just want

To find a place

Where I don't feel

This need to lie

About my emotions

Anymore.

Being able

To say

"Bleep you"

To the world

And walk away.

Instead of

Having to answer

For the thousandth time.

Why

I'm not smiling

Or laughing

At your stupid

And inane jokes.

Not like

You'll understand

What's consuming me.

Nor

Want to.

Author's Note

captcha: lovable

Reviews

[armin]

it happens to all of us sometimes we feel sick of trying and struggles, we just pretend wearing a happy face to cope with the world. But you know as good times difficult times also pass away. So it's like the policy change there is always a mrning after dark and dark after a morning, it keeps going and perhaps this is what the life is called.
Nice write.

armin. ...

[therisa]

Thank you, Armin, for kind words, in your review. Was feeling a tad down, upon myself, last night.