Here is a link to my you tube channel where I read my poetry. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Noa4ztEUFDA
We lived for the next drink; the elixir to erase the memories of a thousand cruel dawns. It took work when we were broken and bedraggled. Creativity and thirst drove us through the day.
"Do you have anything to pawn?"
"Hey, why don't we stop by the old carnival guy's place, he's always good for a belt."
"Big Brenda will you give you a 10 spot to go down on her,
are you up for it?"
The s**t we did to stay liquid smooth. We redeemed cans for nickels, It took hundreds to get a bottle. In and out of dumpsters filled with the most vile trash imaginable. Me and those aluminum cowboys, knee-deep in the filth just to get a drink.
Winter was bad, frostbitten hands and hearts, but summer was worse. Something about the way the sun cooked the trash had a hellish putrid effect on the soul. That smell was the seed of my sobriety.
Here is a link to my YouTube channel where I post poetry readings from my latest books, Sleep Always Calls, It's Just a Hop, Skip, and a Jump to the Madhouse and, Seedy Town Blues Collected Poems, they are all available on Amazon.
www.thomaswcase.com
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Sometimes we have to hit bottom to find our way up. The bottom of a dumpster is about as far down as I want to go although I have dove into a septic tank before and that was no fun in the heat of Florida summer. A grimy write the kind that appeals to me my friend
This piece hits like a confession carved from rusted memories — raw, honest, and painfully human. It captures the filth and poetry of survival, that desperate chase for numbness before redemption. The imagery lingers long after reading. Strangely, it reminds me how escape can take many forms — some softer, like unwinding at https://pinco-casino-ca.com , where luck feels cleaner than the past.
as one drunk to another
move on stop beating yourself up
stop writing about all the negatives
write about what you have achieved not what others wanted you to achieve
stand up friend ... it is a refreshing view (but not too fast ya could get dizzy! HAQ!)
I've wondered what rock bottom must be like, and this work has given me a clear picture. Many could not have risen above such an existence, but you did, Thomas, and because of your fine poetry, we are grateful you did.
Sometimes we have to hit bottom to find our way up. The bottom of a dumpster is about as far down as I want to go although I have dove into a septic tank before and that was no fun in the heat of Florida summer. A grimy write the kind that appeals to me my friend
So glad you have seen the light and kicked the demon alcohol Thomas. You really bring home the degradation of alcoholism in this Excellent Piece. Exceptional ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️
Thomas W. Case was born in Oxnard. He has published 3 volumes of poetry. The Bullfrog Dreams of Flying, Artichokes, Avocados, and Van Gogh, and Seedy Town Blues. He has won several poetry contests. Hi.. more..