My Tender Feral BeastA Poem by Thomas W Case My books are available on Amazon https://www.amazon.com/stores/Thomas-W.-Case/author/B0CL2RKDGX?ref=sr_ When I was a boy, if memory serves, I found it�" crouched in an alley, hiding beneath autumn leaves. I picked it up, held it close. It had weight, breath, and a pulse that clicked like the second hand on a clock. It followed me home, like a stray cat that knew I had milk. Some days it was almost holy, warm fur basking in the July sun, eyes wild with something close to serenity. Other days it bared sharpened teeth, ate everything in sight, left nothing but chaos and desire. It smelled of rot and booze, heat and abandoned rooms. Then, like the turn of a doorknob, it smelled like lilacs and late October, like women with tender orchids that touched my hand and left for the coast. I tried to tame it, train it to behave. I failed. People fell in love with it, or they feared and despised it. Some laughed when it did tricks, said it was clever, cute, said it made them feel human. Others looked at it like a disease, like something that should be euthanized for everyone’s good. Sometimes it ran away, disappeared for days, weeks. I lay awake, studying scenes in the stucco ceiling, wondering if this time it was gone forever. I walked neon-lit streets, fog-thick meadows, searching for my friend�" the matted fur I came to love. Sometimes I found it, drunk and filthy, trembling in tall grass, hiding like a wounded beast. Most times it wandered back on its own, dragging the sunsets with it, curling up beside me like it needed me too. It doesn’t understand time. It smiles at the minutes and snarls at the centuries. That’s how I know it’s alive. I got older, feeble. The world wanted proof, usefulness, a semblance of sense. The thing ignored them. It slept with me, licked my wounds, breathed on my neck, dreamed in color. Some nights I forget it’s there. Others, I lie awake watching it, feeling its pulse beat with mine, knowing we are one. And if it stops breathing, I’m sure I will too.
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Thomas W CaseClear Lake, IAAboutThomas W. Case was born in Oxnard. He has published 3 volumes of poetry. The Bullfrog Dreams of Flying, Artichokes, Avocados, and Van Gogh, and Seedy Town Blues. He has won several poetry contests. Hi.. more.. |
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