Lost in my thoughts

Lost in my mind

Truly can't rewind

Rewind the times 

The times that are now lost in the blinds

I can't change the unknown 

Nor change anything that was said or done

Where does time really go?

Was it worth it though?

Worth the pain?

Worth the gain?

Can't wrap my mind on the unseen 

Or what even to believe 

Words, after words, just resulted in a constant bleed

Its true people change 

But this time, it feels strange

Can't help but blame

Maybe myself, maybe you? Don't know but, its sort of a shame

Wait, is shame really the word?

Or does no action hit worse than a sored

A sharp feeling of hope

But then consistently getting that "nope"

Nope for change

Nope for a different time frame

Nope for a different result

To questioning, if its all my fault...

Lost in my mind.