Her vs. Her

She was loud with so much to say 

Yelling or communicating with no relay 

It wasn't a race or a disgrace

But better yet a sign of another battle to face

She was expressing

She was explaining

She was fighting

She was loving

She was caring

She was battling

Over and over again

She remained going insane

Slowly but surely she didn't know where she was going

But soon enough she met with the old her who was falling

It was the present her fighting the old her

Here she is battling between her old self and her now fear

The fear of what?

The fear of letting go and finding a new version of herself

Not knowing what she really had to felt

The felt of denial?

The felt of another break up put into the file?

The remembrance of how many times she tried?

And lied after another lie

Too much to say 

But repetition was expressed more and more each day 

Less and less to express

But she knew she couldn't continue to settle for less

Finding her purpose through it all

But she wouldn't have gotten here without that one fall

That one fall that let her broken

And here she is again trying to soak in

Soak in a fight that was unmet

Of feelings and emotions of hope that kept being unsent

Talk and talk

But no walk

Promises after promises

But constant repetitions

She met with the old version of herself...

To be continued...

Reviews

[Davidgeo]

Continuity of character/personality is what makes a person special over the long run.

Everyone changes, but not everyone keeps their fundamentals intact while they do it. Most people do not have a real identity. Most people are mimicking the immediate popular ideal... most as in almost everyone you will ever meet.