Thoes thoughts

I had a fight with my friend......and I thought he was gonna give up on me

you got mad

I got so very sad

and no matter how hard I tried

I couldn't help it

I cried

but I didn't let you see my tears

I knew it would confirm my fears

you said it

you confirmed my thoughts

you were right

"people like me are the reason the world is doomed"

I believe you

I am a horrible selfish waste of life

you didn't know how very much I depended on you

that you leaving would break me

but

in all my tears and drinking

you gave me another chance

and I smiled

smiled through the pain

but then again im

"a total b***h"

so this might not last

our lives have such a painstaking contrast

and it hurts to know yu thought of me that way

and guess what

my heart fell on that day