I refuse to succumb to the crushing wave
Barreling through my veins, on a crash course
for nothing but pain, unchained fear.
I bite hard into the flesh of my lip
and with a mouthful of metal,
locate the stubborn, broken fighter in me.
I stand up wearily,
not willing the pulse to drop,
but forcing it to rise and fight.
I will not let you push me under.
I refuse to be a coward,
clinging to my fears like a shining emblem,
a glossy tribute to comfort, my weakness.
As my heart threatens to burst from my chest,
I summon the will to squash the tiny, berating voice,
widen my lips into a bloody grin,
and defeat you with a single word:
Breathe.