water droplets

do they ever stop

there are water droplets in my room
they always come at night
they come when i think

when i think about me
about you
about us and what happened
why did it happen
why did it even start

was i not enough
i tired my best
i did my best it’s just
it’s still never enough
why am i never enough

water droplets all on my face
like poring rain
look in the mirror and all you see
is me drowning in the rain
i can’t make it stop

no one understands
no one thinks i have to worry
about the water droplets of course
because why would someone
as “perfect” as me have have to worry

how do i tell everyone
that the one who drys the rest of the water
for everyone else
still has a puddle at home
that they can’t dry up

that the water droplets don’t stop
that i wish they would
that the one person who made them stop
is now gone and i wish they weren’t
and with that they won’t stop

but who cares the one who’s “perfect”
i tell you, you should
because those water droplets wash off the mask
that holds it all together
because in the end
no ones water droplets are ever gone