This is Reality

A Poem by Laura Ex

I hurt everyone
So why shouldn’t I hurt myself?
I hide everything
So why shouldn’t I hide this?
I want you to know
But I can’t find the words
Only actions
Which add to the monstrosity that is me
This shell is breaking
I am bothersome, weak
I wish you would hate me
Or at least see
See what I am
What the devil has created me to be
Once God’s perfection
Now a vile, disgusting thing
Don’t help me up
I don’t deserve it
I’m not worth it
If you only knew
How sick, twisted, raging, putrid, filthy
I really am

© 2009 Laura Ex

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Added on April 6, 2009
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i'm a girl. my boyfriend is the sweetest thing ever. i've been the the brink and back multiple times. talk to me, i'm pretty open. life is complicated, but beautiful. but most of the time i fe.. more..