I Control This

I want to bruise

I want to bleed

I want it all to get away from me

I want to hurt

I want to hate

I want it all to go away

I always fight

I always run

Away from everyone

I always scream

I always tear

And this time I don’t care

So tie me up

And tie me down

As long as you’re around

To insult and to lie

And to tell me I don’t try

When I do, all the time

And I’d give it all to not cry

But that isn’t good for you

And there’s nothing I can do

Because according to your facts

I’m keeping myself trapped