Falling Apart

The weight is melting off of me
Dripping into puddles on the floor
For me to mop away
I can't take seeing it anymore
I want to tear into my skin
Cut away the fat
Maybe there's something wrong with me
Did you ever think of that?
And maybe once I carve so deep
I can finally see a rib
And you can finally find my heart
But tell me, darling, is it clear
That I'm about to fall apart?

Author's Note

i think i'm recovered from this. :]