hard time..

A Poem by vaishnavi

This time is going very hard for me
my brain thinks something different
and so does my heart
i have 2 choices but both are important
i cant cancel anyone
cant delay
but to choose any one is important
my heart is feeling very warm
and think my brain is pumping out something
as i started thinking of it
the both started fighting
now there is a war between me and my decisions
and my brain and my heart
because of that i started living alone
living in the world
but still far from others
daydreaming and living in thoughts
i don't know what is the reason behind
but hope whatever it may be
will be full of happiness

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