Not pretty enough

this poem has no structure because my thoughts don't too.

not the pretty girl,

i delete my photos faster than i ever click them

i dont like my smile,

i dont like my eyebrows

i find mistakes in myself

qualify myself as un-pretty

i cannot post confidently

i have never felt pretty.

so do unpretty girls get love?

i feel this heavyfeeling in my heart

which eats me everytime

specially at school

the unwelcoming feeling,

the absent friendships,

and a sort of lonliness

consume me everytime

i dont think i have a friend,a lover or a gaurdian for if i had i wouldn't feel what i feel.

maybe the heavy feeling wouldn't weigh this hard

maybe if i were pretty enough i would feel happy.

I dont think he deserves me,

i often find myself selfish

i dont think i am pretty enough to be loved.

maybe if i were pretty i would be loved.

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[Viola]

stop writing and posting stuff like this juno