machine

I wish I knew what it was like 

to care

to love

to hate

to feel

I don't know what feelings are sometimes

my emotions are a roller coaster on an old, rusty track; bound to crash and burn any moment.

I am merely a machine of destruction.

physical, emotional, mental.

the whole lot. 

I want nothing more than to feel; something. 

Reviews

[KanaDream]

A lot of people have become machines. Going through pre-programmed motions and never actually taking anything in or understanding it. Only a program that works through what it has been told and never bothering to see deeper into this world. Then there are some that have 'become aware' in a sense that they want to feel something and have forgotten how to or never had it put into their wiring...

Very thought provoking. Nicely done, nicely worded, nicely spaced. ^^ Keep Dreaming.

[Simon Welsh]

Eh, feelings are overrated. Although, indifference is awesome.

[AaronFreitas]

I know what it's like to shove everything away and just go through your days feeling nothing. It passes... for some it takes longer... it's a great write and you expressed yourself beautifully!