Jealousy is a bitter game, one I'd prefer to no longer play. Enticing as it may seem to compare yourself to perfect strangers or indeed your closest friends, it will only end in self doubt and misery. In this vicious game, nobody ever wins. Let's play something else.
I definitely can relate...I never thought I was good enough for my significant others...and, therefore, was often overcome with Jealousy, perhaps during situations where I needn't be.
I wish I could have played something else.
j.